actually thinking about it i dont know if ive ever been sad for a longer time in my life, just want to feel normal again without remembering something and feeling like shit or hearing a song and feeling like shit or driving past yours and feeling like shit
quite annoying like, lost about 3 and a half stone starting to like what i see in the mirror, got a full time job, cars fixed, have money.. dont have a girlfriend anymore, nobody to enjoy feeling good about myself with. how pointless, was my main motivation to lose weight and get a decent job as well.
hate my life recently, never really see any ofmy friends, split up with maz, shit job lfkvnbsfbirt
I spark one up, Start blazin’
thinking of how amazing she was,
An angel, Gave me love.
this song tho
got soo many designs on my laptop i just wanna post them everywhere!!